So I'm frustrated.
Very Much
Yes, this is my second blog about my A.R.T journey. And I thought I could present something presentable. But, can't deny. I am frustrated. A lot. It's been three months of practicing, and I think I'm going no where. On my previous blog I say something beautiful about walking this path. And I never knew being good at it is so frustrating.
I still don't understand how people could be so good at drawing. Like R.E.A.L good. Yet this is what I do so far. For three epic months..
I don't go to professionals, yes. More like self taught. But I'm stuck. I kinda don't know which one I should practice first, because it seems like I'm suck at everything. Art journal, that's my goal three months ago, And now I'm not sure. I can't make a single page.
So as you can see, I mean read. I am super frustrated. I watch youtube a lot, looking for references about what I should do to start, to improved. There are lots of it, of course. But that makes me confused even more. I think I should know first what kind of artist I want to be, right? Or not?
There are lots and lots of art out there, and I fancy them all. But there must be something I prefer more. Yeah, this question no one could answer until I find it myself. In the end. More practice is all I can do right. But a little help would be golden.
With Love and frustration.
Indah Listaria