On a day like today

On a day like today, I spend it foolishly. I have no idea what should I do with the time I've been given. I'm a person with passion. But now I'm lost in confusion. I think I'm not the only one who feel the same things in this world. But I have no idea who I could talk with. Because, everybody's around me seems like having their best time in life. I'm in search for inspiration. And longing for the path I should choose. I think I should just be bold. But which way I don't know. For awhile I've been thinking. Is this the way I should live my life? Trapped in four walls and try to adjust with messy things that happened since the beginning of time? I'm not a coward. I won't run with tails between my legs. But should I fight this way just to prove myself? Or should I leave and have another fight. The fight I choose.

In time. I hope I could find the answer. And to find it, I have plans. For which I wish I could succeed. Then the other path will open and I would have a chance to choose which way I should go. To choose my own fight. Until then, please remind me for the dreams I adore. For the waiting, for this long hours and days I spend in confusion. Sometimes the end is not important, one day I'll leave this world in peace, I hope. But let me leave something to the world. An impact, a small one, at least. I don't know what it is. But hopefully it will happened soon.