New year has come and my heart pounded like a drum. Not because of The Blast of a thousand fireworks that shouted side by side with The New Year Eve Festival. But because I realised that I finally survived through the twist and turn in 2019. Dealing with my overseas back and forth job was never easy as letting go of people that come and go from my life. It's all about the commitment.
When I was younger I thought I was too scared to made a commitment with somebody or something. But now I found out that it wasn't me. Apparently, they are not the one for me.
Be nice to all the things around you, The one who would walk by your side no matter what. Your heart knows how to sense or choose it from the beginning. If things are meant to be yours, than it will be yours.
So I tried to focus on my own beautiful life and made up my mind for some unexpectedly. I have things I want to accomplish in 2020. And even though I don't know how to do it, at least I know I have something to look up for.
Happy new year 2020!
Life is surprisingly random. Cheers to it.
Susan Nancy Lauwrentz